Honestly.. I'm nervous really. I dont know, it's too fast or..too slow.
I've been looking forward for surgery and now, the battle is finally going to be over. Friday. 21st May 2010 will be one of the days I will never ever forget.
A surgery that will change my life totally. I guess I am nervous. What if I never wake up. What if things go wrong. I am trying very hard to be optimistic here.
I surrender everything to Allah.
